Days 23 - 25

Day 23: Besides changing the outcome, what is one thing you would have done differently?

I would change the labour process, how Blaine came into the world and what we did next.  I would have taken more photos of me pregnant, would have taken care of myself better than I did.

Day 24: On Birthday's, Diagnosis Day's, Anniversaries of Passing. Do you prepare for them?
Day 25: On Birthday's, Diagnosis Day's, Anniversaries of Passing. How do you handle them?

We do prepare for those days as I recognize that they will always be emotional ones.  I usually do something special for dinner or dessert, make sure I light his candle.  Sissy knows what dates are his and we always talk about him a little more that day and what he would be doing in Heaven.